Sunday, August 27, 2023



POWER STRUGGLE WITHIN THE CANCER TEAM


WHILE PAINTING TODAY, MY THOUGHTS WENT

BACK TO MY HUSBAND'S CANCER BATTLE. HIS

RADIATION TREATMENTS WERE STOPPED ABRUPTLY, 

AFTER HAVING THEM FOR A LITTLE OVER 5 WEEKS,

TO TREAT HIS LUNG CANCER. THERE WAS NO 

EXPLANATION BY THE RADIALOGIST.

BEFORE THIS, R HAD TOLD HER HE WAS SET UP TO HAVE AN

ABLATION TREATMENT TO FURTHER DESTROY HIS DISEASE,

THAT THE RADIATION TREATMENTS COULDN'T ENCOMPASS.

THIS WAS TO BE DONE BY A PIONEER IN THE FIELD...WE

HAD BEEN VERY IMPRESSED BY HIS CONFIDENCE AND ANAZING 

BACKGROUND, FILLED WITH HONORS AND ACLAIM FOR HIS

WORK.

M, THE RADIOLOGIST, WHO HAD BEEN ADVERSARIAL WITH R SINCE

MEETING HIM, SAID, RE. THE PROCEDURE..."WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAT".

SHE PUT HIM IN A SITUATION THAT LEFT HIM IN LIMBO...SHE TOLD

THE ABLATION GROUP THAT "HE IS CURED". SHE, THEN, UPPED

THE DOSAGE OF THE RADIATION AND FAILED TO TELL HER 

PATIENT ANYTHING, WITH NO TESTS TO BACK HER OPINION UP.

HE, THEN, HAD TO WAIT 3 MONTHS, FOR A CAT SCAN. STAGE 2

WENT TO STAGE 4 DURING THAT TIME. INITALLY, THE OTHER

PROCEDURE SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE A WEEK AFTER RADIATION

FINISHED. THERE WAS SUCH A BLATANT POWER PLAY AT WORK,

THAT RISKED R'S HOPES OF STOPPING THE NEVER ENDING

PAIN HE ENDURED, ONLY MAKING IT WORSE. 

I'VE NEVER KNOWN SUCH A HELPLESS FURY THAT COULD

CHANGE NOTHING TO HELP MY HUSBAND.


 

Sunday, August 20, 2023




WILLIAM MERRITT CHASE...A FASCINATING AMERICAN ARTIST 


ONE OF MY FAVORITE AMERICAN ARTISTS IS WILLIAM MERRITT CHASE. HE HAS BEEN
DESCRIBED AS A NATURAL PERFORMER AND GREAT SHOWMAN, AS GREAT A SELF
PROMOTER, AS HE WAS AN ARTIST. HIS CHARISMATIC TRAITS ASSURED HIM A DEVOTED 
FOLLOWING OF STUDENTS, AMONG THEM GEORGIA O'KEEFFE, CHARLES HAWTHORNE, JOSEPH STELLA AND ROCKWELL KENT.

HERE'S ONE OF HIS QUOTES:

"...THE AIM OF EVERY GREAT ARTIST, AS FAR AS TECHNIQUE GOES, IS TO AS GREAT
     AN EXTENT AS POSSIBLE TO DO AWAY WITH THE INTERMISSION BETWEEN HIS
    HEAD AND HIS HAND...".

THIS ONE IS IS INTERESTING:

"THE PROFESSION OF THE ARTIST IS ONE OF THE MOST ANCIENT THAT WE KNOW,
AND AS I TELL MY STUDENTS ABOUT TO ENTER IT, THE MOST DIGNIFIED".

Friday, August 18, 2023



ZEN QUOTE OF GRATITUDE


I LIKE THIS QUOTE OF GRATITUDE BY ZEN MASTER GOTO ROSHI...


"MAKE YOUR WHOLE LIFE UNCEASING GRATITUDE.

  WHAT IS ZEN? SIMPLE, SIMPLE, SO SIMPLE.

    INFINITE GRATITUDE TOWARD ALL THINGS PAST.

    INFINITE SERVICE TO ALL THINGS PRESENT,

    INFINITE RESPONSIBILITY TO ALL THINGS FUTURE." 

Wednesday, August 16, 2023



CHILDE HASSAM, AMERICAN IMPRESSIONIST 


I JUST HAVE TO LOOK AT CHILDE HASSAM'S PAINTINGS

OF THE SEA AND SEA GARDENS TO FEEL UPLIFTED. MANY

OF HIS MOST BEAUTIFUL WORKS WERE SCENES OF THE 

ISLES OF SHOALS, 10 MILES OFF THE COAST OF NEW

HAMPSHIRE. HASSAM'S LUSH, RICHLY COLORED GARDENS

HAVE A MAGICAL QUALITY.

IT WAS IN THIS SETTING THAT CELIA THAXTER, A POET AND

JOURNALIST, ESTABLISHED AN INFORMAL SALON. SHE ATTRACTED

ARTISTS, WRITERS, AND MUSICIANS TO HER HOME ON 

APPLEDORE ISLAND. HER GARDENS WERE CELEBRATED IN

HASSAM'S SENSUOUS WORKS, CAPTURING THEIR BRILLANT

COLORS AND WILD BEAUTY.

Tuesday, August 15, 2023

 



THOUGHTS ABOUT LOVE...


SOME FIND "TRUE" LOVE ELUSIVE, OTHERS FIND IT RIGHT

IN FRONT OF THEM...SOME FIND IT EARLY, SOME LATE, SOME

NEVER.

FOR THOSE THAT HAVE FOUND A PROFOUND LOVE, THIS

QUOTE, BY LAO TZU, WILL RESONATE:

                   "TO LOVE SOMEONE DEEPLY

                     GIVES YOU STRENGTH,

                     BEING LOVED BY SOMEONE

                     DEEPLY, GIVES YOU COURAGE".


Monday, August 14, 2023

       ROBERT E. DRISCOLL

       ARTIST


    I HAVE SO MUCH TO THANK ROBERT DRISOLL FOR...HE WAS A 

     MENTOR AND FRIEND WHO ENCOURAGED ME TO PURSUE AN

     ARTISTIC CAREER. HE GENEROUSLY SHARED HIS SKILLS AND

     KNOWLEDGE AND WAS ALWAYS FUN AND INSPIRING TO BE

     AROUND. ALTHOUGH HE WAS RECOVERING FROM SERIOUS

     SURGERY WHEN WE MET, HIS CHARISMATIC SPIRIT ATTACTED

     ALL AGES. HIS STUDIO/GALLERY AT THE OSTERVILLE HARBOR

     REFLECTED HIS WHIMSICAL NATURE. WHEN I FIRST VISITED

     THERE, HE SHOWED ME A NEWSPAPER ARTICLE WRITTEN

     ABOUT HIM, IN WHICH HE STATED THAT HE WANTED TO BRING

     "HAPPINESS TO THE WORLD THROUGH HIS PAINTINGS". I KNOW

      THAT HE ACHIEVED THIS IN HIS ART, WHICH TRULY EXPRESSED

      THE PERSON HE WAS--PLAYFUL AND HAPPY TO BE ALIVE,

      CAPTURING THE BEAUTY HE SAW IN NATURE, THROUGH HIS

      FLORAL AND MARINE WORKS...HE WAS A TRULY UNIQUE

      INDIVIDUAL.